The Day I Lost My Temper.

So we've all (well most of us xD) agreed to type out our english paper 1 essays and post it on the blog. This one's mineeee.

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My name is Mike. I am 45 years old. I am currently being held at the St. Peterson Prison in Maine under charges of public disturbance. You see, I have always been a patient man, but a string of unlucky events changed that. Do you want to know my story? It is about the day I lost my temper.

September 11, what a day. I still remember the events that happened on that very date, crystal clear and fresh in my mind. I am not talking about the terrorist attacks on the World Trade Centre. I am in fact, talking about the day I caught my wife cheating on me. To make matters worse, she did not cheat on me with another man, but another woman. Oh, I also forgot to mention that I was fired from my job earlier that day.

I used to work for a big company that specialised in producing computer software. I had been an employee for almost thirty years, pouring my heart and soul into the company. Even though there were times when other business advantages had popped up, I remained loyal to the company. i was working my way to the top, and earlier that week I was approached by one of the company's Board of Directors, offering me a position as the company's CEO. I accepted the offer. Things were going well for me.

However, in that same week the company had hired a new financial advisor, a Mr. Greggory Adams. He was required to check through all the company's employee accounts and the spending of the company's money. This didn't seem like a big deal to me as I had always kept a clean record. I couldn't say the same for my wife though.

On September 11, 2009 I was askked to meet with the Board of Directors and Mr. Greggory. I had no idea what it was about. Throughout the meeting I was shown evidence of misuse of the company's money. Apparently I had been using my employee account to purchase items like expensive lingerie, bouquets of flowers that costed hundreds of dollars, jewellary and plane trips to various locations. I was dumbfounded, as I had never purchased any of these things before. I pledged my innocence to the directors, but being the cheating and lying scumbags themselves, they didn't believe me. A few minutes after that, I was fired from my job. A few days after accepting one of the higest positions in the company, I was layed off.

Confused and upset, I drove home. On the way there I had managed to get rear-ended by another car, whose driver had conviniently drove away straight afterwards without leaving me his details. My patience was wearing out. I decided to just tough it out a little longer and return home to my caring and understanding wife.

As I attempted to park my car in the driveway, I noticed another car, a blue Ford Cosway. I didn't own that car nor did I know anyone who did. I parked at the side of the street and walked up to the house. I opened the door and announced my arrival, since I was returning home earlier than usual. Suddenly my wife emergerd from the top of the staircase, looking very dishevelled and untidy. She was only dressed in her robe and had a guilty expression on her face. I was about to ask her what's wrong when another woman, donning nothing but out bed's bed sheet walked out behind her. I turned to my wife expecting an explanation from her, but she only managed to mutter the words "I'm sorry".

Then, everything hit me. The records from the purchases made, my wife's trip with her "friends" which I used to always think were ridiculously timed, and the blue Ford Cosway parked in the driveway. My wife cheated on me, with another woman, and used my money to do so. I couldn't take it anymore. The stress and pressure got to me. I felt my blood boil with rage and the feelings of anger and betrayel overwhelmed me. As I grabbed a baseball bat from the coat closet and left the house, logic left me as well. I waled, or practically stomped my way to the blue Ford Cosway and swung the bat right into the headlights. I smashed the windows, the bonet, everything. I then proceeded to my garden and destroyed everything in it in an act of rage. I was screaming and yelling like a mad man about the unfairness of the world.

Minutes later the police arrived. One of my neighbours had called them saying that I was being a disturbance. I refused arrest and they pepper-sprayed me in the face. I was dragged to the police car, humiliated and in pain. Yes, I remember the details of the day, crystal clear. September 11, the day I lost my temper.

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I agree that it isn't that much of a dramatic essay xD but teacher is a sensitive and innocent individual


who probably doesn't want to read about enraged men punching whores in the face.

Parents

I feel wrongly accused u_u

Situation
Yesterday after Sabs party, my dad fetched me home. He appears outside sabs house out of the blue..i check phone..nothing..no calls..it's on Loud mode..did anyone in party hear it ringing cause I didn't! but then digi comes and sends msg saying i have a miss call..does this for 4 times..meaning dad called 4 times -.-

Guess what..i got scolded once entering the car..because he says I purposely didn't answer his calls

The part which IS my fault
I shut up at first but i hate being accused of things that were not my fault..he doesn't believe me when i say I didn't get the calls..I open my Calendar to check for things. NOW he accuses me of msging people..says if my phone can't accept calls why am i msging ppl..I lose it this time and start screaming (THIS is the part where it's my fault)..ESPECIALLY after he said I sms tak berhenti

I count my outbox and tell him yesterday I only sent TWO msgs..i ask him whether he wants to see proof..he says no..he asks me to count the day before..14 msgs..that's when he get happier..and says he'll get my mum to look at the proof..he's buta IT (all I can think is: WOW..YOU TRUST ME A LOT)

I forgot to mention..I demanded an apology which he refused to give (must've been the last straw for him)

Consequences
1. I'm not having my allowance this month
2. No money for phone (reason being i didn't listen to his calls [Note: I already explained])
3. A feeling of extreme anger, bitterness and unforgiveness (this one here's the problem)

Lesson learned
1. It is indeed to man's glory to overlook an offense
2. Prepare to have cartloads of patience when being a parent OR being a child

Totally unrelated
The title of this post should be Dad instead of parents, but I'm not happy with mum cause she didn't say a single thing (she wasn't in the car but she was definitely there when he gave the verdict on punishment, WHICH HE TOLD ME BY WRITING ON A NOTE AND LEAVING IT FOR ME TO READ)

THANK YOU POCHIIIII!!!

Thanks so much pochi u_u i'm sorry for the extreme extreme last minute last minute asking your mum to fetch thing u_u

Shall bake cookies even though I know you have raya cookies u_u shall not try muffins since i'm not very proficient in baking them yet

THANK YOU!! AND SAY THANKS AGAIN TO MUMMY POCHI!!

Note: I guess I also behaved badly towards my dad u_u i hung up on him when he said find your own transport and I hung up on my mum when SHE said it's nothing to do with me. Cause i know i will start freaking out and screaming u_u seeing as it's nearing 10pm and I am faced with the prospect of being stuck in gurney without transpo u_u

THANKS POCHI!!

Sleep

The deficiency in exams :
SLEEP

After reading meep's blog post on how she feels like crap after being sick xD (i corrected itttt), I realise i've pretty much gotten the better part of the bargain. Having insomnia everyday and sleeping for 4 hours at night still hasn't killed me (thank God for afternoon naps). Not to mention I wake up at 5am or 6 am everyday to study (or 7am if I've had terrible insomnia the night before and slept around 3am)

So far, the only thing I've suffered is Chopin xD meaning..today during piano today, I was so blur and tired I was clenching my teeth and trying to sight read the new parts

Me : (staring at piano piece with brow furrowed) [Inner mind] Phew..2 pages done!
Teacher: Play that again
Me : TT_______TT!!! xOOOOOOOOO [all this happens inside]
Me : (plays the 2 pages again obviously sight reading as badly since what i played before that didn't register)

This happened for 4 pages at which I was praying like mad for patience so I could just go and SLEEP o.O I'm sorry teacher...the trials have not been kind xD

Ah well..and I think I'm pretty much immune against feeling like crap since I've been feeling like crap since the holidays (got insomnia that time). And since trials end tomorrow it doesn't matter anymore whether I got insomnia or not since I get to sleep xD YAY!

The funny thing was..today during Chemistry..everyone was sleeping but Renee, Stephanie and I (the people I notice who are in my line of vision o.O) I consider it irony in my part and just rajinness for both of them since I wasn't doing anything BUT staring at what other people were doing (which was sleeping)

The good thing about being in an all girls school...

1. No tricking each other when it comes to tips
*stares at a certain all boys school*

2. Sharing of exam tips ~

Eventhough some classes get tips earlier, it somehow passes around in time just before an exam starts xDD Recess time is a long time to get the word passed around hehe

I know that we should all be like Renee Lim and not listen to all these tips, but for someone who barely studied, it is like a wahyu to me @_@ Damnit. Must not procrastinate anymore. Next exam coming along is already SPM

..But thinking of it, sometimes the tips don't really help much.. haha....

3. Turning your body to side indicating your back is a universal language xP

it's ok if u don't get this one xP

Pochi

*hauuuuu* She named only me.. D= I'll do it for youuu~! =DDD

1.) Have you ever been asked out?
Um... I suppose? O_o

2.) Where was your default picture taken?
Which is my default? Most probably from the net. =_=

3.) What's your name????
Swt.. Stupid question...

4)Your Status:
Appear offline~=D *everybody knows my status.. Swt... It hasn't changed in 4 years. =D*

5.) Does your crush like you back?
No, she doesn't (sooo many times, she'd told me). No, he's not interested in my kaum.

6.) What is your current mood?
I feel like laughing. ._.

7.) What color of underwear are you wearing?
I dunno, I don't care. =_=

8.) What color shirt are you wearing?
Light blue~ =D

9.) Missing something?
Does a brain count?

10.) If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
I won't change anything. =D Quite happy with what I've done~ =D

11.) If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
A monkey, thats the closest thing to my current self~ =D

12.) Ever had a near death experience?
I don't think so.

13.) Something you do a lot?
Quote Pochi: Procrastinate.

14.) The song stuck in your head?
No boundaries/Mad world - Adam Lambert
Cause of Carmen, Touch my hand - David Archuleta

15.) Who did you copy and paste this from?
Pochi~! =D

16.) Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Ooooo!! I know this!!! Hani Syafiah~!!! She's in my class. =DDDD

17.) When was the last time you cried?
Um.... Long time ago? Can't remember? 3 years back? O_o 4? I dunno? 5??? =___=

18.) Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
When you're in a choir, you sure have.

19.) If you could have one super power what would it be?
I wanna read minds~ =D

20.) What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Hair~ =D What if I don't notice the opposite sex at all? O_o

21.) What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Chocolate ice-blended~ =D I like starbucks... D= Is it bad? D=

22.) What's your biggest secret?
I dunno... I usually tell people everything.. ._. What do you wanna know?

23.) Favorite colour?
Pink~ =D

24.) Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
I watch both~! But more kiddie~ =D I'm a big kid~ =D

25.) What's on your wall?
Kira, Lacus(??), Kagami, Tsukasa, Miyuki, Konata, Takanari, Haine, whole group of Rurouni Kenshin~, Soubi and Ritsuka~ =DDDD

26.) What are you?
I'd like to think that I'm human~ =D

27.) Do you speak any other language?
Iie~ =D

28.) What's your favorite smell?
Does it HAVE to be a smell? I like normal air, without any smell...

29.) Describe your life in one word.
....

30.) Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Hime-sama: I dunno.. I suppose so...

31.) What are you thinking about right now?
Whether I've ever kissed Hime-sama under the rain~ =D

33.) What should you be doing?
Studying. Trialllsss... D=

34.) Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
Myself. (I don't know why I get pissed off at my family. It's just so stupid. For no reason at all. I'm such an ass)

35.) How often do u talk to God?
If I do talk to God, I wouldn't be here, typing this. =_=

36.) Do you like working in the yard?
What yard? Yards just don't exist in my area...

37.) If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Why would I wanna change my last name? =_= My mom gave me a very nice name. (albeit the sarong part...) *refering to Kye Li of my name... =D (taking "last name" literally) Lame, I know...*

38.) Do you act differently around the people you like?
Hime-chan, do I act differently around you? O_o Swt, obviously not. Being around you is my normal self~ =D

39.) What is your natural hair color?
Black~! =DD

40.) Who was the last person to make you cry?
I can't even remember when was the last time I cried, and now its, "Who was the last person to make you cry?"?!?!?! Swt.... This tag is patronising me!!! (is it even the correct word?? O_o? It should be...) <---- Proving my stupidity. =_=

My Birthday?

Thanks to (in this order):
Before 12.00am (according to my phone):-

1. Pheng Sheng
2. Sabrena
3. Su Jen
4. Kim Mei
5. Faridatul

12.00am onwards:

1. Amelia (Hime-sama called me~! =DDDDD)
2. Aida
3. Carmen Ng
4. Chris
5. Calvin (Including my family, of course... They wished me while I was on the phone with hime-sama~ =D)
6. Aunty Lean Sim~!!!!!!
7. Eunice & her family~!
8. Soon Wei
9. Wilson
10. Eunice Lee~! =D Onion~
11. Ze Yin~!
12. Pochi~! =D
13. Krystal~! (At 4 something am? O_o is FB lying to me?!)
14. Dianne~ (At 6 something am?!?! FB too~)
15. Gizele~!!!! Thank youuu~! =D
16. Rachel Heah~!
17. Guat Phing~ =D
18. Alyaa~ (this is somewhat believable~ 10.43 am)
19. Joanne Lim~! =D
20. Joalin~ =D
21. Nicholas
22. Aunty Alice~! =D
23. Aldon~ =D
24. Tara-sama~ =D

After my birthday~:

1. Tze Ni~ =DDDD
2. Rachel Yee (2 whole weeks after my birthday. Hahahahah)

Thank youuuu~!!!! =DDDDDD I lurve all of youuuu~!!! *except one~ Hahahahha... Nawww... I'm OK with you~ =DDDD*

Didn't do anything~ =D Watched The Proposal~ Funnneeeh~~ =DDDDD